Author Archives: The Musings Of an Angry Woman

I have been soaking up every minute of summer. I hear the birds sing to me their song of praise, as I sip my coffee from my perch on my deck. I know exactly where the first ray of sunshine will hit before the whole room explodes with blinding light early in the morning. IContinue reading “365 Days”

Sometimes, when we follow our mundane daily schedules, we forget to look up now and then, and enjoy the little things that squeeze their way into your mindless tasks. I was ready to just accept the fact, that as long as I continued with my job title, there could be the risk of never runningContinue reading “An Awakening”

There are two sides to me. The one that doesn’t give a fuck what other people think of me, and the one that actually does. Especially the ones closest to me. As most of you already know by reading my blog, I have a desire to call people out on all the bullshit that I’veContinue reading “The Two Sides of Me”

I know I have been missing from this site for a while, and it’s not because of lack of material. My life is pretty much on the hamster wheel and I seem to keep moving even though I feel as if I’m frozen in time. Everything feels surreal. I’m standing outside my body watching meContinue reading “Let’s See Where This Goes”

I am amidst the process of rebuilding my life, and once again, getting acquainted with my emotions, and out of the blue I receive an invite for a “friendly” breakfast. Innocent enough, although it would be at the very home that I was so passionately in love with and had to leave. Number one…why wouldContinue reading “I Am Not on Repeat”

Funny how things start to snowball once you let go. I allowed myself time to scream, cry, blame, and plot my revenge. Now all I find is calm. I no longer care about why this happened, or when I get the good karma that I know should be coming. I honestly don’t believe in karmaContinue reading “It’s All Falling Into Place”

The days have been warmer so far this week, and I am starting to feel settled into my new environment. I really am lucky to have found this house. I am beginning to allow myself to feel grateful and blessed. I still have waves of sadness at certain times of the day, but I haveContinue reading “Getting Settled In…”

I have to tell you the funniest thing. So recently we’ve been hit by a snowstorm with wind and extreme cold temperatures. I shoveled 3 times yesterday to keep ahead of it. I was out there at 9 o’clock last night, so that it wouldn’t be so bad this morning. I was out there thisContinue reading “I Don’t Need Your Help”

Well, it is true what they say…time does heal. I am happy to say that after a few days of calm and collective thought, I am not so angry at the world. I am finally accepting my fate. And it is not as bad as I thought it would be. No contact approach has helpedContinue reading “Little by Little”

I don’t know if you all have heard, but I have been trying to regain my footing…again, because I was stupid, and moved out and on from under a very toxic friendship that I have been in for at least 16 years. One year ago, I watched my “friend” sign papers to purchase a homeContinue reading “And So It Begins…”