The days have been warmer so far this week, and I am starting to feel settled into my new environment. I really am lucky to have found this house. I am beginning to allow myself to feel grateful and blessed. I still have waves of sadness at certain times of the day, but I have to say, I am happy.
My creative juices are flowing once again. I have the desire to craft, and decorate. I threw my first casual house party this past Saturday night and it felt so good to just stay home. I never felt comfortable having people over when I lived with him. I felt like he didn’t want to be bothered at home, or that he was always passed out by 4pm on Saturdays and didn’t want all that noise going on. I can invite whomever, whenever. I feel free to be me. More time at home, and less drama uptown.
I have big plans for my yard this spring. I have a beautiful partly shaded yard with a stone wall, deck, and neglected landscaping in the front of the house, that at one time, looked very manicured. I can’t wait to get my hands on it! The front walk and driveway are just one big slab of concrete, but looks like slabs of limestone with all the cracks in it. I love it! My little dream cottage. I have access to the basement from outside, and there is a workbench and shelving under the little windows that are perfect for seedlings. Old hooks and rusty old nails line the wall, waiting for garden tools. Love, Love, Love!!
I plan on throwing all my energy into making everything around me beautiful. Inside and out! I’ll be sure to attach pictures of my progress. Plan something. Plan anything. It helps fill up your mind and leaves little room for sadness and doubt. I will embrace my new spot in life and I will not waste my opportunity to make it mine.
The Musings Of An Angry Woman 
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